Every warrior’s greatest fear is failure, but the greatest pain is regret. Of course you think of failure when faced with adversity, but I decided in the beginning I was a warrior and I didn’t want to have any regrets. And that meant doing what I was instructed to do with the utmost trust in my care team.
I quickly learned that I was in a battle. And the landscape of that battle changed from week to week. Whether I was facing hair loss, side effects from chemo, recovery from surgery, or just being fatigued, I was battling. Part of that battle is learning to stand your ground and fight, to keep pushing when you’re not sure you can. Cowering isn’t an option. Whatever the battle is, work conflict, a difficult conversation, making a tough decision, saying YES to something when you really want to say NO – I encourage you face it head on, lean into it and know you’re a warrior.
Leaning in also means having the a heart of a warrior. I found it important to continue to fill my cup up in meaningful ways by caring for those around me, by continuing to work and spending time with family and friends. This fuel gave me purpose and encouragement for persistence in times of challenge.
I am glad to say that I’m done with my six rounds of chemotherapy as of yesterday. I see my oncologist in three weeks to get information on my survival plan and maintenance drug therapy. The photos above were taken by Cam at the start of chemo each time. I’m glad he captured them and I’m glad to see I was smiling in them too. I have tried to choose positivity throughout this journey, not saying I was never down, but I kept my eye on the end result – winning the battle. ❤️
Sheila and I always thought a lot of you Jen. Your humor and light hearted whimsical approach to things. Just a fun person to be around. Then you add cam and you two were a dynamic duo. Miss you both and sorry you had to fight this fight.
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Thanks, Greg. Cam and I loved the time we spent with you and your family! Now that you’ve got free time on your hands might be good to have a reunion. 😊
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You are a true warrior and strong woman! Love you Jen!!!
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Thanks, Amy! Love you!
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Jen, Great words, certainly you have earned them. So glad to see how your positive spirit continues to dominate.
Well Done!
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Thanks, Suzanne!
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You are amazing, but you already know this! I have admired your determination and perseverance since I met you 20+ years ago. I am not surprised you beat this beast and I am happy I will see your smiling face for many years to come!
XOXO
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Thanks! 😊
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What an inspiration you are, warrior princess!
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❤️🙏 pray daily for you and Cam and the boys Jen.
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Thank you, Cathy!
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What an inspiration you are to others. Not only those facing your same fight, but those of us that are not. A positive attitude makes great things happen. Proud of you Jennifer, you are AWESOME!
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You are a warrior, strong in all you do! Thanks for this blog. Love seeing pics of you not in that chemo chair and with your family and friends too!!!
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Love your strength and beauty! You are Amazing!!!
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Thank you! ❤️
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